Time to hit "Refresh"

So it's 9:42am, I'm at a friend's place since last night and no one is awake. Typical situation I tend to land in every weekend. Having nothing better to do, I thought I'd use the spare time to.. you've guess it WORK and ended up on my blog which I've not updated for more than a year. That's a shame.

This morning I've definitely realised I've been so busy with my "new life", "new responsibilities" and "new goals" that I've forgotten some of the old ones that I loved doing. This included writing my thoughts (of course the intention of the world reading it is not part of it, but doesn't really make any difference".

Life is a tricky fella who makes it hard for me to understand what it wants and I really struggle keeping up with the ongoing updates. I must say, right now I am in a phase where I know I have achieved a lot at one hand and nothing on the other. I have everything yet I feel I don't really have something that stands out. Something out of the norm which I could be recognised for.

Yes, people do say my friendly, approachable personality stands out and therefore I have huge lovely network. More importantly, very few to nil enemies. I'm fortunate enough to always have someone there to hear me out or to give me company. The word lonely is far out of my dictionary.

But then again, is that really an achievement that I should be proud of? That comes to the next question, what do I want to do. I know one thing for sure, I want to venture into a business. Set something up which I can play around the market with, test my strategic skills and add a little challenge to my life. If I do well, I'll be recognised for an even better skill and if I fail, people will know me as someone who has also experimented in the business world. I would really want the former only to be honest.

I have an idea which I have been thinking about it for YEARS. It's all in my mind. I think about it a lot and actually have all the funds ready to bring it to live. The bloody thing that is stopping me is time. I don't have the time to look into it. What a stupid excuse, I know.  Ok. Obviously I am realising where I've gone wrong and what I need to fix.

I'll probably go and work on the idea right now as I have time and am definitely in the right mindset. Will try and make it a point to write more on my blog page from now onwards.

Signing off,
Princess


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