Mixed Feelings

My first day has passed and it wasnt that bad after all. I missed him very much yet I was happy he is now in a new world and anticipating the excitements that are on the way. I wish he was near yet knowing he is shining so far brings a smile on me. Maybe this is what we call true love. He may be shining very far away from me, but at least he has that shine I wanted to see in him.

Life here was getting very boring. It was high time we decided to pack our sacks and venture off to a new destination, so Melbourne it is. Sadly I am still here but now I know how mistakes made in the past can shatter big opportunities (very in depth thought, normal people wont understand).

Anyways, I had a great start today with my "ambitions" for august fly over. I did my share of exercise and also also ate a low fat diet. It feels AWEFUL injesting so much of raw vegetables. Oh well, I just hope I wont trail off in another path and just mislead.

I aint looking up to what God has planned for me tomorrow. One day of dieting has turned me completely off.

I read many ways of accomplishing my mission. There was one site that suggest taking pictures of your fat and reviewing it from time to time to follow up on the progress. Haha, I now see how psychopathic people have become.

I shall end my entry for today and wait for another day to start. Now that is scary.

Love,
Princess