What a day!
The sun was yet to rise,
The birds werent even awake.
She was up so early,
Having a speech to make.
Yeah today i had my first toastmaster speech. It should have been good but it didnt. I blame it to myself. I knew i could have done it well but it was my fault i didnt. I should have rehearsed in advance, prepared it in advance and deliver it with perfection. I had it all except for organisation. Its shameful that i could even manage my time.
when i see such petty mistakes i get frustrated to the brim. All i need is organisation but thats what i truly lack. I need to manage my time, need to inspire myself to wake up early while watching others sleep. Why do i have to go with the flow? Why do i have to wake up the same time others do, follow the footsteps of others? like what others like? why cant i be the one to set the perfect example rather than admiring others? I know i have it all, then why cant use it and not feel like a loser?
i know my weaknesses and i know where i can improve, yet why do i still make the mistakes and allow others to repeat the advices that i already know how to conquer?
How frustrating can things get? Trust me, such a minute problem can cause way lot of anger. They say sometimes the tiniest of all problems can leave the biggest disaster. I hope after pouring my anger on my blog I work on becoming even more organised and destroy my book of weakness..
Princess
The birds werent even awake.
She was up so early,
Having a speech to make.
Yeah today i had my first toastmaster speech. It should have been good but it didnt. I blame it to myself. I knew i could have done it well but it was my fault i didnt. I should have rehearsed in advance, prepared it in advance and deliver it with perfection. I had it all except for organisation. Its shameful that i could even manage my time.
when i see such petty mistakes i get frustrated to the brim. All i need is organisation but thats what i truly lack. I need to manage my time, need to inspire myself to wake up early while watching others sleep. Why do i have to go with the flow? Why do i have to wake up the same time others do, follow the footsteps of others? like what others like? why cant i be the one to set the perfect example rather than admiring others? I know i have it all, then why cant use it and not feel like a loser?
i know my weaknesses and i know where i can improve, yet why do i still make the mistakes and allow others to repeat the advices that i already know how to conquer?
How frustrating can things get? Trust me, such a minute problem can cause way lot of anger. They say sometimes the tiniest of all problems can leave the biggest disaster. I hope after pouring my anger on my blog I work on becoming even more organised and destroy my book of weakness..
Princess
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