Who am I?

By Princess Fatimah Tariq

I cant seem to work properly,
I cant seem to get things right,
But i do try my very best,
And dont give up without a fight.

I cant seem to tell you,
how much you mean to me.
But i do express when i can,
yet its not so easy to see.

I cant appear strong enough,
Neither destroy my fears,
But i do want to stand on my own,
Or at least fight back my tears.

I cant walk the distance,
When you're not there.
But i dont mean to disturb you,
Its only thoughts i want to share.

I cant seem to stop my mind,
From wondering where i belong.
But i guess i can apologise,
If i have been in the wrong.

So God, today i pour my heart,
Hoping a life brand new.
But do show me the directions,
Cause i dont have a single clue.